Monday, Dec 30th 2002 - 08:42 pm

Slick Shoes - Angel

Looking into your eyes
I've seen all I want to be
and I don't want it to end.
If I could only put to words
the way I see you.
I only know I have
an angel with me now.
And when I fall asleep
your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts
and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean
all that you mean to me.
But I could never find the words
to tell you.
And when I fall asleep
your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts
and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean
all that you mean to me.
And when I fall asleep
your all that I see.
You're in my thoughts
and all of my prayers.
I wish I could mean
all that you mean to me.
My angel without wings.

happy birthday to wani(hazwani)~ esok befday aN pulak, eHhe.. lalalla, tommorow I`m going home!

Sunday, Dec 29th 2002 - 09:45 pm

argh dammit, the MMU server is down! baruuUuu je nak upload blog ni..isk.

I`m back in MMU. If you read the previous blog below, I wrote that I`ll be going to abg Mad`s(nama panggilan YM Md. Radzi Hanafi) open house with my fellow MMU friends, but tak jadi pegi pulak, hehe..instead I and Walad, Jeff, Fadel, Mon, Izhar, aN, Khaz went to Liyana`s(Nurliyana Mahadzir) open house at ss14.haha.. Only yesterday, during Din`s(khairuddin) open house(gile babi ramai orang, macam kenduri kahwin :p) I`ve been told about her open house..haih, tu yang last minute cancel pegi ke rumah abg Mad tu, hehe.. ar, before that, yesterday afternoon, I, aN and Khaz went to Farah Fadhlina`s open house in seksyen 8, Shah Alam(gaAraAaNngg gileer muka bapak dia!!takot tengok!). her sis, shereen, invited aN, and so aN invited the two of us..heh. ahah, Farah was like so suprised lookin' at me..I was greeted with "hah, shahnon ke tuh?!" :p eHhe, after all, it`s been about two years I guess, since after SPM never seen her, kalau ade pun mungkin terserempak kat mane mane..but she doesn`t change much though, only shereen looks a litTtle bit chubby, hehe..btw, a few of the moshoe chicks were there too..lama tak jumpe diorang2 ni.hahaha.

hmm, I`ll be going back home on the 31st Dec. celebrating the new year? entahlah.. but the following day I have a wedding ceremony of my.. err I don`t really know how to state my relationship with him(Azrul Mat Rahim); his father is my mom`s second cousin..hehe. Anyway, He will be marrying Khairul Bariah a.k.a EISYA(singer/actor) p/s: read today`s(Sunday,29/12/2002) Mingguan Malaysia-Pancaindera:Mama Juwie`s column. :)

listening to: Coldplay - Warning Sign

Saturday, Dec 28th 2002 - 04:05 am

wah, it`s already 4 am, and I`m still not asleep yet..ehe. ah, it`s a normal thing for FCM(creative multimedia) students..hehe. Actually I`ve got nothing to blog out right now, I feel like wanna sleep already.. haih pagi nanti balik rumah pulak..what time am I gonna wake up nanti, but I think I`ll stay up till subuh prayers.. Lately I`ve been going crazy signing/tagging other people`s guestbook/tagboard! aHhah :p I`m thinking of a new layout design, perhaps shahnon2020 v3.2.. hmm, but still not in the mood yet..tengoklah camne. Just now Farhan invited me to shereen`s open house this afternoon! yeay bes bes.. and tomorrow afternoon pulak open house rumah Presiden/Guru Utama Silat Cekak Hanafi Malaysia, YM Md. Radzi Hanafi! ok ok, dah dah.. enuff blogging for today.. see yah.

Friday, Dec 27th 2002 - 10:08 pm

huhu, how frustating, the Malaysian soccer team lost 0-1 to Indonesia in the Tiger Cup tournament in Jakarta. I watched the match thru the MMU intranet live streaming. The Malaysian boys played really well, having more scoring chances than the Indons and controlled most of the game..hmm, perhaps luck was not on their side.. but at least this group of youngsters are much much better compared to the 1990s era of Malaysian soccer.

listening to: The Strokes - Hard To Explain

Friday, Dec 27th 2002 - 04:27 pm

hurm, I was thinking of whether going back home tonight or tomorrow morning.aih..but whatever it is, this weekend I NEED to be in Subang! hehe..

Thursday, Dec 26th 2002 - 11:00 pm

Hey Ho, I`ve updated my gallery! check it out :) . Uploaded my Hari Raya photos that I scanned just now. The quality are not as good as the original photo, but it`s still ok. You can still recognise every each person on the photo, hheh.. Yesterday, I spent/wasted about 4 or 5 hours on reading other people`s blog! heheh..gile gile blog! :p nothing much to do on the first two weeks of this trimester I guess. Tommorow before 5 pm, we need to submit our Media Production(MPM) grouplist. This trimester, we need to produce a 3 minute short film OR a digital poetry OR a music video of any local songs(be it Malay, English, Chinese, Tamil or Iban) but it MUST be local music. My group haven`t decided yet what are we gonna do, but it seems like almost certain we`ll be doing a music video. aha by the way, my lecturer, Mr. Ghazali is the director of Anuar Zain`s latest music video, "Sesucinya Cintamu" that`ll be out in two months time. hehe..

listening to: Good Charlotte - Movin` On

Thursday, Dec 26th 2002 - 08:19 pm

Midtown - Like A Movie

Try to forget about
Living the good life
Free of positions
That make her feel vulnerable
She's loved and she's lost
She's bearing the cost
She seeks to find the answer for

Woke up today around
Six in the morning
Violently shaking
Remembering what she once saw
She bared it alone
Still she carried on
She seeks to find the answers for

The reason her life did not turn out
More like a movie
She's trying to forget it all

She tries to erase
She tries to replace
How it feels but I
Know she can never go home

I don't believe in anything
But I believe in you
I never trusted anyone
But somehow I trust you

And if I fall away
Someday you might find me
If I fall away
Someday . . .

Wednesday, December 25th 2002 - 11:45 pm

this is how my buFFet (MMU intranet) site looks.

haha.nothing much though, just a one page site with the Off By One-Untouchable lyrics on it. heheh..Not in a mood yet lah..

Wednesday, December 25th 2002 - 10:06 pm

Went to my cousin`s(Farah bt Johari, actually she is my cousin`s cousin?:p) kenduri kahwin in Taman Setapak,KL today. Again I`m the official cameraman. heheh..Yesterday was their akad nikah ceremony. wah, I guess this is the first time I watched the whole the akad nikah process..ahah..biase selama ni datang masa kenduri & bersanding je, makan makan, tengok pengantin, blah, hehe..hmm, apa-apa pun semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu.amin.

Tuesday, December 24th 2002 - 02:38 pm

fuck the Singaporean government! malas la nak cakap banyak.nak tido. tomorrow got class, 9 o` clock.

Sunday, December 22nd 2002 - 06:58pm

Arrived in MMU, thanks to Walad for sending me..whuow, this weekend penuh dengan open houses, non stop, starting from Friday afternoon straight till today afternoon. On Friday, I went to Ila`s and Izhar`s house. On Saturday; Mon and Khaz`s open house plus not forgetting mine too! It was ok i guess, the turnout was ok, except for yang tak datang tu la..sedih sket,tapi takpela. Almost all the aL-aMin gang were there, jaja, nadia and Rizal plus 5 of my MMU mates and few others plus a few of my sister`s friends. Soon after that, I and Khaz went to Mon`s open house. Malam tu pulak rumah Khaz! wah gile, 3 open house straight. kenyang gila makan. Ha, after lepak2 at Khaz`s house until about 11:30 or something, I, Amri, Azry, Izhar and Lionel went to GSC Summit. Watched LOTRII! bestgile!! it was undoubtly the best movie for me this year! arrived home quite late, about 4 am, heheh..AaNnd today went to the last open house for this week. Mas`s open house in usj 9. Nadhirah invited us to her open house tonight, but looks like I can`t make it sebab dah balik MMU dah ni, hehe. aha, yesterday, my auntie was asking for my help for the kenduri kahwin of her niece`s wedding in Setapak Garden,KL on the 25th. At first I was like, ala kena cuci pinggan, angkat pinggan sume tu ke, heheh..cam tak berminat lak, but then she detailed on, she was asking if I would want to be the cameraperson for that day..hmm I think it`s fine with me but I really need to consult with anyone experience in this field about the PAYMENT! haha, coz my auntie was already asking me how much would I get payed.hmm..we`ll see about that.. and I thought the Hari Raya vcd was the last for this year.. :p but another event comes up! by the way, the aL-aMin vcd was already sold out! heheh. nadia and Hafez were the last person to buy it. ;)

listening to: Westlife - Miss You

Thursday, December 19th 2002 - 07:06 pm

haih, this MMU connection, one day it says, it don`t support proxy connection anymore, the next day pulak, ade balik, ish isk.hurm..tak kisahlah, janji the connection is back to normal now. Currently I`m finishing my 'Perjumpaan Hari Raya Kaum Keluarga Hj Saaid vcd' project. I need to finish it before 28th, that is the day of the Persatuan`s monthly meeting. aha, by the way, I`m done with my 'alpha trip to Port Dickson vcd' project! only need to touch up on the design of the cd label.(wah, I`ve done 3 vcds this year! 1st the aL-aMin vcd, 2nd the alpha trip and 3rd the Hari Raya gathering vcd) I love adobe premiere! but I would love more if my pc were more powerful! hhe.. I`ve given my quotation price of the vcd to Pn Elyna. hope it`ll be ok. hmm. Next week, the lecturers of alpha fcm are gonna preview it to all the alpha students!(coz they`ll be having their outdoor class trip this trimester too)hehe, terase bangga lak, ehheh.. tomorrow I`ll be back home! many many open houses this weekend!! yeay!

listening to: Off By One - Mr. Universe

Tuesday, December 17th 2002 - 06:42 pm

ergh, baru start trimester baru, connection lak hampeh gile.

I’m gonna wake up, yes and no
I’m gonna kiss some part of
I’m gonna keep this secret
I’m gonna close my body

Guess, die another day
Guess, die another day
Guess, die another day
Guess, die another day

I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll die another day

Analyze this
Analyze this
Analyze this...this...this...this...this...

I’m break the cycle
I’m gonna shake up the system
I’m gonna destroy my ego
I’m gonna close my body now

I think I’ll find another way
There’s so much more to know
I guess I’ll die another day
It’s not my time to go

For every sin I’ll have to pay

I’ve come to work, I’ve come to play
I think I’ll find another way
It’s not my time to go

I’m gonna avoid the cliché
I’m gonna suspend my senses
I’m gonna delay my pressure
I’m gonna close my body now

I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll just die another day
I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll just die another day

I think I’ll find another way
There’s so much more to know
I guess I’ll die another day
It’s not my time to go
Uh
I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll just die another day
I guess I’ll die another day
I guess I’ll just die another day

currently listening to: Madonna - Die Another Day!

Monday, December 16th 2002 - 04:48 pm

I`m back in MMU! haiyah, how could I forgot to bring back my network cable! isk. luckily managed to borrow Faizul`s cable for a while, if not whuo sangap gila lah staying in campus without internet connection.heheh.boring.sleepy.hungry.argh.zZZzzZz...

Saturday, December 14th 2002 - 07:49 pm

Just got back from fara sofia`s open house! Khaz and Farhan pick me up at 6 o`clock. Muka fara nampak lain skit and she said I look different too,eheh.. met Mahathir(fara`s bro) there. Such a long time since I met him, sejak lepas SPM kot. Amad was there too. damn! the spaghetti was deliciousSssS!!! (orang gaji fara dari Itali masak, hehhe).. I ate twice! nyummy! rugi aN ko tak makan, hehe..takpe, nanti bile ko buat open house pulak make sure ade spaghetti tau, ehhe :p

listening to: Punchline - Here Goes Nothing

Saturday, December 14th 2002 - 02:39 pm

I`m home alone for today and tomorrow! heheh. my parents and my uncle`s family went to Pahang this morning to send my cousin to UiTM, Jengka. hmm, outside the sky is raining, feel like wanna go out somewhere but malas! hujan pulak tu..aiyah. Khaz sms me just now inviting me to go to m|z3y`s(fara sofia) open house this evening, menarik jugak! :) next monday I`ll be back in MMU to begin my new trimester and also my last trimester in beta year! and then gamma, delta and finally I`ll have my degree! kejap je kan 3 tahun..

currently listening to: Good Charlotte - The Young And The Hopeless

Thursday, December 12th 2002 - 11:31 pm

Went to Amri`s house with Nik. At first I and Nik was planning to make a surprise visit to his new house(in USJ 5), but suddenly, ape punya kebetulan, Amri called me and invited me to come to his house, heheh. Last night, I, Khaz, aN, Amri, Izhar and a few others went to TGV Sunway Pyramid to watch James Bond-Die Another Day! met nana, shah and two other unkown guy with them there, wah nana dah slim skit dah sekarang, it`s been a year since I met her. dulu chubby2 sket, ehhe. hmm, I`m planning to go to Pyramid tomorrow, to buy some cd-rs. chao.

currently listening to : The Pretenders- I`ll Stand By You (layan oldies pulak)

Tuesday, December 10th 2002 - 09:08 pm

Baru balik! hheh.. arrived home from Alor Setar this evening about 3:45pm. This year`s Hari Raya in my kampung could be the busiest ever I think. everyday tak lekat kat rumah, jalan sana jalan sini, ehhe. The best event was perhaps the first family gathering that was held at the Seri Malaysia Hotel, Sungai Petani. Organised by the Persatuan Keluarga Hj Saaid Mufti. About 650 family members attended! whuow, the hall was full(tak cukup kerusi) and I am the official cameraman that day, heheh, very tiring. heh by the way, YB Mahfuz Omar, the Pas member of parliament was there, also not forgetting the CEO of Telekom Malaysia, Dato` Dr. Md Khir Abdul Rahman, just too name a few :p hmm, before this I have many many many things in mind of what to write in here, but when the time comes, it`s like ... hilang pulak, eheh, takpelah. after this we`ll be going to play indoor soccer at the MPSJ Sports Complex in SS13. yeay!

Tuesday, December 3rd 2002 - 12:43 pm

The Ataris - My So Called Life

Ever since I saw you
On My So-Called Life
I've been writing you these letters
Asking you to be my wife
But its been almost a year
And still I've gotten no reply
I'm assuming you have met some other guy
So I sit in my room
Watch Romeo & Juliet
A thousand times
And I wish I was as cool
As Leonardo is
But I'm not

I went on Jerry Springer
To confess my love to you
You said I didn't have a chance
And there was nothing I could do
You told me I was crazy
And wished that I was dead
You threw a chair right upside my head
Today I highjacked a plane
I wrote your name across the sky
Miss Clare Danes
But they were waiting on the ground
To take me straight to jail

Im staring at your pictures
From my lonely little cell
I'm writing you this letter
To let you know i doing well
Until we meet again
You know I'll cry a thousand tears
And I'll see you in another twenty years
I'll see you in another twenty years
I'll see you in another twenty years

heh, and I thought the previous posting would be the last before balik kampung but it seems that I have time to update some more, hehe. hmm, actually I don`t have anything to write here, so I copy and paste the lyrics above, hehe. it`s a nice song ..hmm, terasa rindu pulak nak makan ketupat kat Alor Setar! but I don`t like ketupat with the kacang inside, ehe..aah enuff talking. gotta finish off pack my bags. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri again!

Monday, December 2nd 2002 - 10:02 am

wuhOo! I`m almost done with my 'alpha trip to PD' project! yeay, lega sikit rasa. By the way, I`m gonna be offline starting from tomorrow until next Tuesday! coz tomorrow I`m on my way back balik kampung to Aloq Setaq! On the third day of Hari Raya, my family, i mean my keluarga kembangan will be having our first Family Gathering and it will be held at the Hotel Seri Malaysia, Sungai Petani. It is organised by the Persatuan Keluarga Haji Saaid Mufti. I`ve been to few of their meetings in KL as I am the unofficial designer of this event, eheh. bosan betul meeting dengan orang2 tua, haha. I`m the youngest commitee member, 19 years of age.kehkeh. hmm, cepat betul rasa dunia berjalan sekarang ni. Dunia akhir zaman kan. Teringat balik zaman form 4, form 5 dulu rasa macam baru je lagi, walhal dah nak masuk 3 tahun dah tinggalkan SMKSJ and I got about two and a half more years to finish my creative multimedia degree! tup tap tup tap dah grad dah! Izhar n Farhan ada setahun lagi nak abis diploma diorang kat UiTM, Faisal next year pegi Jepun, Amri kalau tak silap awal 2004 pegi Jerman and the list goes on, hmm masing-masing membawa haluan masing2, ehhe.tapi, walau apa-apa pun aL-aMin tetap kekal bersama selamanya. heh terharunya. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir & Batin.

p/s: I think since the new layout is up, I write a lot! in here(yeah a lot! 2, 3x ganda), dunno why, heheh.